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NOBODIES LISTENING   
05:52pm 05/06/2006
  HEY! HEY!  
     

(2 steps | into darkness)

 
h8r   
10:13am 13/05/2006
 
mood: angry
music: DRI
i really wish my dad would leave me alone he bugs me all the time about my grades and its begining to make me really really angry. he always asks me if im dumb he is just making me want to do less in school. he always says ill never go anywhere and ill be working at taco bell if i dont try harder. who woulda thought a 2.8 was that bad. someone comeover and tell him to leave me alone. last nights soccer game we got raped. and i didnt play cause once again coach is dumb. i have to go to some dog training crap from 2-4 today. i hate my life right now. i wish soccer was over. my dad is making me get off. cause he wants me to study chemistry or some crap of that sort. bye
 
     

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oh its what you do to me   
05:39pm 11/05/2006
 
mood: relaxed
music: Think I Care
i got no friends anymore...ashley moved back to Ptown and even though it isnt far i am still rather angry about it cause she isnt 5 minutes away from my house...LAME...Ptown blows...if you read this and you live in Ptown and i enjoy your company move to VB right now or else...i rarely talk or hangout with kay anymore..oh well thug life...soccer is really lame and i cant wait for it to be over so my life can be back to the way i liked it...my band rarely practices anymore and its gettin on my nerves..but we got a singer that is good and actually comes to practice when we can so its all good in the hood...my AIM big sista stopped getting on AIM aswell..so now i got no niggas to talk to. im tired of distance ripping me away from the people i enjoy. When is a mad smart d00d gonna create machines where i can be wherever i want in like 5 seconds. so if you see a really smart man tell him to work on that. big brother is coming home tonight for like a day then he is off to europe im mad jealous i want to go to europe. if your down for mad road trips to DTN and BRACEWAR shows this summer tell me cause i plan on leaving va beach as much as possible. more dude time in the direct future. hanging out is what we do best..i havent typed this much in a while so holla back at me!<3 much love to the friends i have.
 
     

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awesome amber   
03:02pm 06/05/2006
 
mood: bored
music: down to nothing
yesterday was cinco de mayo....mexicans are sweet... we played FC and i didnt play at all and i debated sword fighting coach til the death but then i figured it would be better to not...then i fianlyl hung out with jessa and we went to jon jons and chilled with jason pat and him...it was word...today smells my parents woke me up at 9 and i didnt like it and ive been sitting here for 3 hours... i hate my life..amber for president...everyone else can poop on themselves
 
     

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buffalo peterson   
11:51am 23/04/2006
 
mood: hungry
i like food...i have 4 dogs now...i want food
 
     

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H20   
12:01am 07/04/2006
 
mood: tired
music: MDC
i am really tired...coach only played me like 10 minutes today and we tied..what a douche. kaleigh is a sad bear. saturday bracewar is coming.i want to eat them alive. im going to lay in bed and listen to sweet sweet music..hope all is well in everyones face and by that i mean i hate you all...wow kid GG.com i need to hang out with the dudes soon its been too long. kaleigh is good. i will eat her face. our singer quit the band and we have a show tomorrow.butt! oh well thats life. goodnight bye
 
     

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doo doo brains!   
09:06pm 19/03/2006
 
mood: crappy
music: JFA
this weekend was excellent...kaleigh is cooler than you...cox live is gonna blow...headaches hurt and sleep is good...peace
 
     

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FART!   
08:46pm 06/02/2006
  were all to young to die  
     

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hah   
11:19am 29/04/2005
 
mood: gloomy
music: ben folds five - the luckiest
Feelings fly through empty space
No places to fall, nothing to love
Finally the love creeps through the doors
Finds the heart that has hid
Scared heart hiding from the world
She has taken it for her own
Smiling with my hand on her face
Waiting for that moment that’s right
Falling head first with my eyes closed
All for that one moment in time
Wishing for it to last forever and more
Breath has ceased to soft whispers
It is love, hiding in the shadows
Trying to come out to see what it has
Falling short, from time to time
Yet staying pure, with open arms
Waiting for that one loving kiss
Is it ever worth what has been put up
 
     

(2 steps | into darkness)

 
her telephone rings   
05:28pm 05/01/2005
 
mood: hopeful
music: george strait
guns are cool.
 
     

(2 steps | into darkness)

 
luke your gay   
01:49pm 02/01/2005
 
mood: calm
music: iron maiden
i didnt sleep last night because there was something in my closet and i didnt like it. then i went to church this morning and realized people tell dumb lies about god to make themselves look gnarly. then i went to wrv and hotline with my brother and looked at some hot pink nikes. then learned to drive stick round 2. but that is all. i am a loser and i have no friends.
 
     

(3 steps | into darkness)

 
yeah   
11:42am 22/10/2004
  im mobile.  
     

(4 steps | into darkness)

 
yeah   
05:33pm 28/09/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: judas priest
I'll squank you.
 
     

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LA lady   
10:15pm 16/09/2004
 
mood: amused
music: van halen
Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you.......everyone did this weeks ago. but i do it now. cause im cooler than everyone.<3<3<3
 
     

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candian eh   
01:33pm 10/09/2004
 
mood: bored
music: saosin-show me yo bootyhole
break the lock that holds me back , from seeing the cold world. screams of my heart blind me from the lies.your heart bleeds the truth without ever opening your mouth. you left me to bleed with cuts that will never heal.

all thats left are empty hearts to bleed
left to burn with no source or way
this is what is left of the hero
the empty souls float towards the sky
with no hope of tomorrow


staring into the eyes of failure. the colors cover my eyes to see whats real. realizing there is nothing left, and finding the truth through the lies. slowly fading through the light of a messiah. this is how the heros vanish to nothing.

all thats left are empty hearts to bleed
left to burn with no source or way
this is what is left of the hero
the empty souls float towards the sky
with no hope of tomorrow

wasted life dwelling on the hope of a hero, a lonely heart crumbles to the beat of death, time is short goals have faded, have you found what your looking for?
 
     

(12 steps | into darkness)

 
school is almost here   
12:16am 04/09/2004
 
mood: aggravated
music: the who
dag nabbit.
 
     

(5 steps | into darkness)

 
wanna be free   
09:05pm 30/08/2004
 
mood: jubilant
music: AC/DC
i hung out with katie, i like her alot.
 
     

(4 steps | into darkness)

 
keg in the closet   
01:37pm 30/08/2004
 
mood: amused
music: kenny chesney
pretty drools.
 
     

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<3<3<3   
11:58pm 28/08/2004
 
mood: loved
music: yngwie malmsteen
i found her.
 
     

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i like you   
11:27pm 24/08/2004
  Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice or more if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others whom you don't even realize read your journal) have to say.  
     

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